my funny Valentine

Name: Olisse

Age: 19. An old soul. (Long story short, that means I am more way mature, wise/knowledgeable, and self-controlled than my age. But feel free to move away if you're uncomfortable.)

Country: Indonesia

Subscription/Access Policy: Public. My posts are open to everyone, but I prefer 18+ for those who wants to see my journal entirely. SFW fanworks are open for everyone. NSFW fanworks are warned (if you turned on the adult content warning). Please do not repost my fanworks anywhere else. Sharing links is okay, but you really have to know yourself where you at. I create RPF fannish stuff, so please be careful.

Please don't:

- I'm still recovering from the religion and conservative trauma. Anything that falls under the category that keep normalising bigotry and hate, do not visit my journal. I just wanted to fangirl in peace. Thanks so much.

- Also, I cannot deal with serious topics pretty much like politics and similar things due to my disorder.

- I'm never willing to engage in any drama and things that involve very strong emotions.

- Antis, please move away. I hold the Three Laws of Fandom and I'm a Fiction ≠ Reality person.

- I'm a faithful queer and secular (that means, seeking more inclusive, equal, no-hate and queer-friendly interpretation of my own religion). If you're uncomfortable of me mentioning at least a religion tradition (Christmas, etc), feel free to move away.

What you should know about me: I'm neurodivergent and has mutiple disorders (OCD, Anxiety Disorder, Autism Spectrum, Maladaptive Daydreaming). But of course, I can manage it on my own, so please do not be worried or too be careful when interacting with me. Please be silly and unhinged as much as possible. I may seem a liitle bit non-chalant, simple and very quiet outside since I'm still a very shy person and very self-controlled until this day. I almost never sharing my opinions or talking about my daily life and small moments, unless those things are really makes me happy for the rest entire of my life. In reality, I've been always very silly, carefree, and relaxed. I'm eternally imaginative and creative. Not a single second my ideas stop overflowing. I love linguistics, drawing, listening to music, dancing, connecting to nature, take a walk in real life, culture lover and researcher, cooking, creating oshikatsu fan-merches, hanging aroung the indie web world, and pretty much anything that gives comfort to inner soul and where I can rest with inspirations coming in to my mind. I'm an absolute old soul and big-picture thinker. I'm somehow a mixture of Yakura Yomogi-chan, Shinomiya Shizuku-chan, Shiomi Hotaru-chan, and Asakura Nagi-san. ;)

I am secretly in deep crush with Konstantelias, since I relate 90% of his. I adore how silly also Karetsas is and only wish him for the best. I'm fond of Greece NT for several years since I learn their Euro 2004 story, that's my first step into the footie world. I used to be a Germany NT fan too (2000s-2014 era) but no longer. I take interest in Bundesliga. I frequently visit the manndecker fannish community and other old footie community from LJ every now and then since it's my comfort place ever in the fannish world. I'm also not out of touch from the present community, I just really like to read fics in all languages with any pairings and dynamics (not all themes and players, of course) whatever recent on Men's Football RPF on Ao3 out of my boredomness and to seek inspiration, lol

I speak with basic vocabulary and often grammar mistakes.

I'm way more casual and uses all lowercase letters when I'm actually talking at my journal. I type properly here just for the sake to make it readable and showing that I'm serious at searching friends... I guess?

Typology: INFP EII-Fi so/sx495 [R]cUa/I/ ELVF3421 PNVB Melancholic-Phlegmatic

Main Fandom: Men's Football RPF

Other Fandoms: BanG Dream!, Girls Band Cry, Reverse: 1999, Honkai: Star Rail, Genshin (only pre-5.0, I didn't know much lore after the mentioned version), Food Fantasy, Ace Attorney/Gyakuten Saiban, Vocaloid and Vocal Synthesis, Charlotte, Badminton RPF (2018-2019 era)

Fannish Interests: Fanart, Fanfic, Fanvid, Icons, Gifset, Banners, Music Playlists

OTP: Konstantelias/Karetsas. The main content on my journal.

What I post/create
SFW: Web and Media Archive (inspired from 1990s-2010s homepages), Magazine Archive, Fluff, Alternate Universes, just two lovebirds genuinely clinging at each other, VERY silly lovestruck sketches that could a little bit OOC, game screenshots, resources lists, translations

NSFW: Vanilla, emotional softcore.

My journal entries are still empty since I came from Pillowfort (just a lurker though, nobody knows who am I there). Things will make it exist in the mext few days ;)